The difficulties and trials of life can be enormously draining and wearying, creating confusion in the mind and despair or anger in the heart.

Should you end it all?

Radical perspective on how to commit suicide, death and eternity.
On cutting free from oppression and hopelesness.
A different view on the worth of the individual.
On making an end to guilt, shame and anger.
How to enter the extreme river.

"O God, at this time I find myself
really up against the wall,
at the bottom of the barrel,
at the end of my rope.
There is no place to go but up.
Save me, O God, before it is too late.

I can't even cry out any longer;
I can't even pray, so deep is my despair.

O God, don't let me go down the drain.
Respond in your great love,
to my unhappy plight.
Raise me from the mire of despair,
the darkness of depression.
Deliver me from these human weaknesses
that beset me and lead me into defeat.
You know what they are, O Lord,
And You know the limits of my endurance."
Leslie Brandt. Psalms Now

"There is one world, not two.
And the world that spins into darkness
is only half a turn from light.
And in the dark itself
there are lights.
Flickering candles of hesitant flame,
persistent rhythmic neons of colour,
bright floodlights of electric intensity.
A white shining of hope.
And somehow
the darkness has no power to put it out.
"The light shines on in the dark,
and the darkness has never quenched it.""
Eddie Askew, Disguises of Love

end it all - to be or not to be
http://extremeriver.org/suicide/enditall.html
End it all: Seeking the Truth - a radical view
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